02.05.86
As I lay down in my bed each night
Sleep is a welcomed friend.
The darkness soothes my trembling heart
And wipes my tears again.
As I slip away to a deeper world
Night reaches out her hand.
And I walk close beside her,
Carried away to another land.
It seems as though it was long ago
But only yesterday
I believed with a foolish heart
The cunning game you played.
You took from me a special part
To which you had no right.
A love so feigned with callous lies
Deserves the blackest night.
But, you see, you took the part
That never can be yours.
For while your love was falsified,
He awaits, with open doors.
So if ever you should yearn for me
Come tomorrows past,
Bit the shining bullet
That from the gun was blast.
07.18.86
Lonely boy
under the streetlight
living the nightlife
watching dusk fall.
Passing by
suddenly I smile
knowing all the while
soon you'll be gone.
When I wave
there's more of you there
magic in the air
and a sadness.
Wish I knew
who you really are
I can't stop the car;
you'd disappear.
Driving bye
a tear in my heart
opeing a part
letting you in.
Lonely boy
under the streetlight
turn out my nighlight
don't fade away.
10.26.86
Your words
they changed colors
like the leaves on the trees
now gold, now crimson,
now falling in the breeze.
I knew summer was gone
from the look in your eyes
but never, not once
did I realize
your warm, salty tears
were now icicles
on your frostbitten cheek.
The touch of my hand
or my warm breath
can't begin to thaw the ice
you've changed the rules you know
what you promised once
you've broken more than twice.
I'm not the one who lied.
In the dark, in my dreams
it echoes down the mountainside.
It doesn't matter anymore you say
snowflakes hang in the air,
frozen like your bitter tears.
And now
what can I do
to be your summer sun
I want to warm your heart again
undo the things I've done.
02.12.86
Do you remember
Late in September
The day that the rain turned to tears?
And haven't you torn
The promises sworn
So late in the summer that year?
And once in a while
Do you see my smile
Feel sorry for playing the game?
Do reasons unfold
And leave your heart cold
And fill you with sorrow and shame?
Did you prepare
To follow me there
And watch as the sun turned to red?
And do you forget
Or ever regret
That it should have been you instead?
And now when you hear
A trickle of tear
Do you wish that you'd been more brave?
Or do you realize
You'd have been more wise
To bury yourself in the grave?