01.16.85
If I could be a seagull,
a single, solitary flight
would close my eyes to a saddened sight
And I would mourn for you.
An old lover now suddenly lost
Lying dead in the blue horizon
Never even saw his sun.
And the sandcastle is your grave.
I see your image painted on the sky
But seldom do I smile.
My heart aches all the while
now that you are gone.
I want to touch that image fading in the sky
Please slow down, don't pass me by
I long to hold you forever still
But fear I can't and never will.
04.17.85
The crisp smell of Nestea
and the robin singing to me
brought back spring.
Smelling the freshly mown lawn,
feeling the sun on my back
made my feet want to go barefoot
and feel the cool grass between my toes.
The smell of strawberry ice cream
and coconut sun-tan oil
brought back memories.
Hearing "Against All Odds"
blaring on the radio
with the windows down
and my sunglasses on
as a single tear trickles down my sunburnt cheek
"We've Only Just Begun"
softly playing
as I lay quietly
on cool, crisp linen sheets,
now, the tears dampening my pillow
streetlights patterning shadows on the wall
and the crickets chirping
keep me awake,
thinking of white lace and promises.